I get confused and my words start tangling up
Along with my thoughts
So here I am sitting on my bed half naked contemplating my existence
I feel that something has changed and that bothers me.
I feel that I am reaching the end of something. Something I'm desperately holding onto. The moon looks beautiful as always.
But tonight, it doesn't give me a sense of peace.
If you tell me you love me
Then it might make things a little better
But those words will never be said
He's gone off.
No good bye
No I love you
The anger is building up...
Sitting on an empty bed
Skin so soft, tender
He's looking at me
Whispering sweet words into my ear
They mean nothing to me
But it's so easy to let go
Even if only for a few seconds
The night is cold
The wind pushing against me as I struggle to keep warm
The moon looks beautiful
There is nothing in my pockets
I desperately want a cigarette
Maybe even a drink
I want to fall down and stay down
The warmth is gone.
There is only an empty ache that can't be filled
It would be so easy to let go