Thursday, February 23, 2017

Forgetting

Love me

I get confused and my words start tangling up

Along with my thoughts

So here I am sitting on my bed half naked contemplating my existence


I feel that something has changed and that bothers me. 

I feel that I am reaching the end of something. Something I'm desperately holding onto. The moon looks beautiful as always. 

But tonight, it doesn't give me a sense of peace. 

If you tell me you love me

Then it might make things a little better 
But those words will never be said 
He's gone off. 
Maybe forever...
No good bye 
No I love you

Delete.

Delete
The anger is building up...

Sitting on an empty bed

Skin so soft, tender 
He's looking at me
Whispering sweet words into my ear
They mean nothing to me
But it's so easy to let go
Even if only for a few seconds

The night is cold

The wind pushing against me as I struggle to keep warm
The moon looks beautiful

There is nothing in my pockets

I desperately want a cigarette 
Maybe even a drink 
I want to fall down and stay down

The warmth is gone.

There is only an empty ache that can't be filled

It would be so easy to let go


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